I didn’t gain any weight. Thank goodness. I need to get my mind right again and start working towards good results. I told Rudi this morning, even if we don’t start eating right immediately we should at least start exercising again. I am sad today. Today it has been six months since James died. Sjoe.
Just like people who have suffered from terminal illness realize their mortality, I have realized the fragility of the things I take for granted. I take my relationship for granted. I know I shouldn’t, I really do. One minute my husband thinks I’m the sexiest girl alive, carrying his baby. Something he has always wanted.
Physically I still feel like crap today. I’m going to the doctor later this afternoon since I’m convinced I need antibiotics and the only way to get my hands on them is to pay my doctor over R200.00 to write the name of the medication down on a piece of paper. Then we’ll see how