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Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

I wish I hadn’t gone to England for the reasons I did. In fact, I wish I had never gone to England at all. It was totally not worth the money I spent on it. The debt I made to do it in conjunction with the debt I had to pay off which my mother had made just really complicated my life.

I also almost lost Rudi when I left. He didn’t understand how I could go away for a month. He said he thought I wasn’t coming back (I don’t know where the hell he got that idea from). As for the reason I went…only a handful of people know what it is and Rudi isn’t one of them. It isn’t something I am proud of and it is something I regret.

I know I’m being rather vague about it, intentionally so.