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I feel like crap today. I’m having a bad hair day and I feel nauseous. Unfortunately I don’t think the nausea has anything to do with pregnancy, but rather with the tension and frustration caused by coming back to work. Not least of all, Jubba. He hasn’t shouted at me today yet, but sometimes he likes to leave you hanging for a while. It’s torturous.

Other than that the pimple on my face is making me feel very unpretty and I still have cramps. My cycle hasn’t started yet, but I feel it is inevitable that it will. Feeling quite hopeless about it today. I don’t look forward to another month of trying. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy sexy time with Rudi…but working on a schedule is so unromantic.

I feel really horrible. I hate this. Maybe it’s just hormones.