I didn’t gain any weight. Thank goodness. I need to get my mind right again and start working towards good results. I told Rudi this morning, even if we don’t start eating right immediately we should at least start exercising again. I am sad today. Today it has been six months since James died. Sjoe.
So it seems I might have misunderstood my grandfather somewhat. Apparently he has 6 – 12 months to live whether or not the cancer has spread to his lungs. The doctors say he’ll need to have two major surgeries in which they remove the pieces of his liver that are infected and two more rounds
I’ve been getting good reactions to my hair, other than shock. My Evil Mother didn’t recognize me at church on Wednesday night. She walked past me several times and didn’t notice me until I walked up to her. My grandfather likes it. I didn’t expect that. I got so much flack last time I made
The weeked turned out to be pretty cool. On Friday we went to braai (BBQ) at Lindor’s house. I went to make a turn at Sarah’s house as they were also having a party to which were invited. After returning to Lindor and having a bite I convinced Rudi that we should go to Sarah’s
Enough is enough. I’ve had it with all of this. No more ovulation calendars, microscopes and calculators. No more avoiding certain medication for weeks because I *might* be pregnant. No more nervous anticipation of my cycle. No more plotting, planning and having lack lustre sexy time. No more cutting back on drinking or having fun
So my cycle did everyone a favour and showed up ‘early’. Instead of putting me out of my misery it seems to have put me into it. I’m really upset this morning. Disappointed I think would be an understatement. I am so sick and tired of this monthly rollercoaster. I want to throw in the
Another stand still week for me on the scale and I can honestly say I am relieved. I ate so many wrong things last week. I did, however, walk on Saturday and yesterday and drank my water on Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Monday. I know. I must do better and I must do so immediately.
I already regret coming in to work. I am feeling very nauseous. I think there’s a bug going around. Other colleagues are also complaining about not feeling well. I’m sure the aircon is conducive to spreading this bug too, but bless the aircon. It’s going to be over 40 degrees again today. Pffft. I’m feeling
So my cycle started today, meaning I’m definitely not pregnant again. My cycle seems to be normalizing a little because it was only really two days late. Somehow I remembered to take my temperature this morning and filled in some information on fertility friend which helps you set up charts to calculate when you are