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It’s just a bean for now, but according to the measurement on the scan our baby is 2.13cm in length already. Our bean was moving around yesterday. Something James only did much later on. I’m hoping it’s all a good sign. Related posts: Sad thoughts James/Sebastian Mother? Announcement

No Pressure Over Cappucino

Enough is enough. I’ve had it with all of this. No more ovulation calendars, microscopes and calculators. No more avoiding certain medication for weeks because I *might* be pregnant. No more nervous anticipation of my cycle. No more plotting, planning and having lack lustre sexy time. No more cutting back on drinking or having fun

I take for granted…

Just like people who have suffered from terminal illness realize their mortality, I have realized the fragility of the things I take for granted. I take my relationship for granted. I know I shouldn’t, I really do. One minute my husband thinks I’m the sexiest girl alive, carrying his baby. Something he has always wanted.

Spiritual Experiences

The memorial service was held on Sunday after our church service. My mother in law, sister in law, aunt, uncle, grandmother, grandfather, My Evil Mother, Rudi and I were all there. My mother in law brought flowers and a slab of chocolate. My aunt and My Evil Mother cried more than I did. It was

James/Sebastian

***WARNING*** Some readers may find descriptions graphic. On Monday we went to Tygerberg hospital to go for the scan and to make our final decision. It was as we feared and they found another problem on top of all the other things that were suspected. The results of the scan were as follows: The baby’s