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I was completely owned by our walk yesterday. I barely made it home. We took the longer route and it wasn’t nearly as hot as it was the previous time we went on this route. When we got home Rudi checked the mail and found a lovely surprise in there:

My friend from Belgium sent me a ‘Thank you’ card to thank me for being his friend and taking the time to make his life better. He reckoned I was feeling down after everything that happened to me last year and thought he would cheer me up. How sweet! He has really been a good friend to me. We have been chatting for about 4 years now and he has sent me some things before.

Rudi and I were supposed to have sexy time again last night since the doctor said it would be a good time to try…but he put his foot in it again and we went to bed angry. Looks like he’s changed his mind about not being friends with Boring People. His words were, ‘Well he didn’t do anything wrong to me‘. I was beyond cross and disappointed. I cannot believe he is not offended by this man and his audacity. Then I had to hear about how I actually did have an attitude that day…blah blah. Still, attitude or not, he had no right to do what he did. The only reason I had an attitude in the first place is because Rudi was being his old self and thinking only of his own wants (not needs) and putting me firmly in last place. This of course does not occur to him.

So we’re not speaking right now. To put the cherry on the cake my housekeeper isn’t able to come in this week because the taxis are striking for the next three days. F&#%@$%!