After a conversation with a friend this morning I have gained some perspective on why I am so negative about my birthday.
I also realize now that one bad apple is spoiling the entire barrel. There are people who care that I’m having a birthday and they really do want to make it special for me.
With this in mind I am going to try and remedy the situation as much as I can and appreciate the people in my life that appreciate me.
Out with the freaking negativity!