Four years today. I cannot believe it has been four years already. Today it feels like it happened a lifetime ago. So much has happened between then and now.
Sometimes having a healthy, living child makes it more difficult. Despite being extremely grateful for the beautiful child I have, it is a reminder of what Jamie’s life could of been. What was taken away from her. I still don’t think we made the wrong decision all that time ago, because her life would not have been like Babyice’s. It would of been a life of pain and strife.
There is no point in lingering on the ‘What ifs’ of the past though. I was having a tough time dealing with the added hormones this morning, but feeling a bit better now.
So to Jamie, a happy 4th birthday my angel. I hope you and Oupa are having a wonderful time together in heaven. Love you always,
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