This is tough. I don’t think I’ve left anyone unforgiven. I don’t forget how people have hurt me and I will probably never trust you again, but you’re forgiven. Is that how it works though? Have you really forgiven if you haven’t forgotten? People seem to think that you have to do both to have [...]
Ending Jamie’s life, never holding her or going to see her. It’s that simple. In the end it was the absolute best thing to do for her. It was the right thing to do. It was the most difficult thing I’ve ever had to do, but in the end I did it. Sure, Rudi had [...]
Sjoe. This one is a tough one. It is so much easier for me to critisize myself than to think of one thing I love about myself. If I really have to think about it and pick something that stands out for me, it would have to be my inner strength. I understimate it. I [...]
I really, really hate how overweight I am. I have really crappy genes, grew up learning incorrect eating habits and never exercise. There are other, more deep seated reasons why I am overweight. Issues that I am only recently learning to deal with and hopefully working through them (by myself) will help me move forward [...]
I spotted this meme on Angel’s blog. There doesn’t seem to be a hard and fast rule that you have to post these every single day consecutively, so I’m going to take a stab at it. The idea is that you post on the topic assigned for each day. I think the set topics will [...]
I thought it would be a good idea to start weaning myself of the anti-depressants that I got since I’m coming close to finishing them. The first time I skipped a day I was fine. Today was the second day I skipped and I can really feel that I’ve done it. I made a mistake [...]
…since I’ve blogged I wonder if I even remember how! My grandfather is getting thinner and weaker. He is receiving care at home and the Morphine seems to be keeping him pain free. He is not himself though and he does hallucinate and become very dopey when he has taken his medication. He is also [...]
I was approached by Emily about publishing my this article on my blog. As a new mom I found it interesting and though my readers might too The ability to adjust and have versatility, as well as the ability to communicate articulately in a variety of ways with the widest possible audience, are two keys [...]
My grandfather’s life is running out. Fast. It’s so hard to watch. I feel so torn about going to see him. I want to see him and be with him during this difficult time, but it is very hard seeing him the way he is now. More often than not I end up looking at [...]
I really wish I could blog more. I really do. I have zero time at work any more. I’ve now moved over to the portfolio I was dreading going to. It’s not all that bad. I have to call more customers, usually very angry customers. It’s stressful, but the happy pills I’m taking right now [...]
