I was called in by Jubba again this week (around Tuesday). His line manager (Concussed One) as once AGAIN complained to him about me being on the Internet. Apprently my previous boss (Tweedledoos) was involved in the conversation and he said he had the same problem with me when I was working in his department. [...]
I managed to make an appointment with a gynaecologist. I initially secured an appointment for 15 August, but I’m writing exams that day so I’ll have to wait till 26 August. That means I’ll be 3 months pregnant by the time I get to see him. It’s really tough trying to get an appointment. The [...]
I see the announcement has at least generated one comment. Sheesh. Who does a girl have to sleep with around here to get someone to comment? I honestly did not think that I would fall pregnant so quickly after going off my birth control. I’d been on the pill for over 10 years, so I [...]
I’ve been trying to formulate a way to say this. How do I announce it? I can’t think of any other way to say it… I’m 4 weeks pregnant! The blood tests have confirmed it after 6 urine tests came up negative. I’m excited, scared, happy and relieved to finally know what is “wrong” with [...]
I went to another doctor yesterday afternoon after work. He has referred me to another doctor to have bloodwork and some other stuff done. I’ll be leaving work at 12:30 today to go and depending on how long it takes I might not return. I’m a bit nervous…It’s not a comfortable kind of appointment, with [...]
I feel horrible today. I was fine the whole weekend, until this morning. I feel like throwing up. I haven’t actually thrown up, but I sure as hell came close just now. The ladies facilities at work have this distinct strong smell that hits you every time you walk in. It’s rather unpleasant, but I [...]
Well…it has been ‘proven’ that my suspicions were incorrect. Apparently I’m crazy and probably imagining everything. I don’t think I’m crazy…and somehow hate for people to think that I am psychotic. I should learn to not care what people think. I really should. The only reason I’m looking forward to the weekend is because I [...]
I am dying for home time today. I feel so drained and tired at the moment. I went to bed really early last night, but woke up in the middle of the night feeling queasy – tossing and turning. The clothes I’m wearing are uncomfortable and I want to take them off. I still have [...]
I’m slightly annoyed with what I do and what I do not know at the moment. I hate feeling so ambiguous. One moment I am excited and positive…then next I feel despondent and negative. I want to know things for sure. I don’t like being unsure of things and feeling like I’m in the dark, [...]
